What has He given you?

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I haven't really been looking for good, wonderful blessings in my life recently so I've felt like nothing has been really good. Tonight I almost collapsed and died, but right before I did I remembered I have to go home and do homework. So then I cried a little teeny tiny bit, forced myself to stop because there was no reason to cry, then held my head high, marched home, took deep breaths, then calmed down.

Did you know that Heavenly Father has blessed me with the ability to fully use all 5 of my senses?

He's also blessed me with endurance to get through a few hours at a time.

And the ability to think rationally.

And the opportunity to learn about the world around me.

And a job that can help me financially in the future.

As well as parents who taught me how to use money (for the most part).

And dedication to others. They come before me (usually....)

And patient supervisors and managers.

And a warm place to live.

And happy people to surround me.

And an open mind to see and act in the world around me.

And people who love me whether or not I forget they do (which happens more than you'd think.)

And He's blessed me with plants!!!! My world would be gray without the presence of green nature around me. I can find that kind of green nowhere else in this world but in plants.

My Heavenly Father has blessed me with dependability and intelligence (more or less true...)

And my Heavenly Father gave me the blessing of having the gospel my entire life. I was raised to trust Him and I've turned my back on Him so many times and still do quite often, but I'm getting better.

He has blessed me with His love.

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