TRC Volunteering

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This morning I went to the TRC (Teaching Resource Center) at the MTC (Missionary Training Center) because I am required to go at least once for my mission prep class.  What I did was pretend to be a less active member of the church and 3 elders came in and practiced teaching me.  I felt terrible saying that I felt the church wasn't for me and that my family didn't really fit in with all the other Mormons.

During our discussion, one of the elders bore his testimony about God's love for each of His children and shared an example of how he had come to know that for himself.  The Spirit was so strong. I was proud of myself for holding back tears.  I wanted to tell him, "YES!  He loves me!  I know that with my entire soul!! And I know that you are telling me the truth. I know He loves you just as much as He loves me."  But I was acting as an inactive member and a characteristic of that was not knowing how much God loved me.

I hope and pray that when I testify of this gospel as a missionary set apart to represent Jesus Christ, I can speak with powerfully gentle words and authority in a way that will bring the Spirit and touch hearts in a way they haven't been before or just bring back the memory of hearts being touched.

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